I’m Starting Over, Apparently. A Fresh Start, Clean Slate – the Gift of Now
November 7, 2024
Article highlights:
- New wine, old bottles
- An unexpected thing happened!

You’ll remember that before I went off on my Road Trip in September I was deep into reorganizing my work. I have to report that it became a rabbit hole… an entire rabbit warren, a maze of subterranean technological wormholes to nowhere.
I gave up and reached out to someone who put me together with someone far more expert than I in such things. They were also defeated by the seemingly simple thing that needed to happen so I could take my modest actions to refit my work picture in a small way.
It was all about old names and old accounts. All I wanted to do was attach a new thing to something I thot was already a new thing. But it turned out it wasn’t. What was going on here? Why was this so hard?
At first not even my expert, Tim, could make sense of it. Were we really going to have to put “new wine in old bottles” and do the new thing in the old way?
It seemed we would, it was a deflating moment. It was then that Tim ruminated, “Hmmm, you know, it occurs to me that what’s really trying to happen here is a fresh start, a clean slate, a full reboot, a new beginning.”
Whoa. I wasn’t trying to do all that! My plan had been to add onto what I had, not to make a new world entirely. I wasn’t thinking of a fresh start by any means. But with Tim’s observation, I suddenly realized that was what was trying to happen! It took me a minute to get my head around it.
We set up a time to cancel the old and create the new. That turned out to be not so easy either. It seems “They” don’t make it all that easy to cancel things fully, finally, forever. Again though, just as we were flagging, Tim surged forward for one last try and Voila! We broke through to the new world!
Suddenly things started to happen, we found the way and before we quite realized it the cords were cut, the old was gone. The new came easily after that. Holy Moly and Boy Howdy, yessiree! I have a new You Tube channel and a couple other things!
AND HERE’S THE AMAZING THING I WANTED TO SHARE. When the old was cancelled, I felt something totally unexpected, entirely unanticipated. I felt so much fall away! YEARS of old dreams and plans, of electronic starts and stops and successes and failures. All those long forgotten urls. All the grafting of new starts on another stalk, the dreams re-dreamed, rerouted. I felt them all lifting off and away!
Old stories, old identities. Lots of strivings, ideas, creations – we all have them, right? All that scrolling and watching history. The whiling away of hours. The fearful things we found. Time spent in procrastination. Lots of waste. As well as all the good, lots of good too.
That accumulation has connections and tendrils of the 25 years-worth of our extensive electronic and internet lives. I wasn’t even that aware of it. Until I cut that cord. Suddenly I felt such a lift that I thought I might be defying gravity.
This was no small thing. I didn’t plan it but it wanted to happen. And did. I mention it here because you might be experiencing your own versions of this… there are lots of ways our lives can be – and already are being – cleared and rebooted.
I’m starting over. Apparently. I think it’s likely true that we all are. It might be what time it is. A really big shift generally necessitate some kind of starting over, right? How’s that showing up for you? A lot of old stuff rising up in you? That’s part of it.
This is the hallmark of the time: the old is passing as we create new vessels for new wine. May we all enter into the fun of this with enthusiasm. After the resistance, of course, haha.
And may we all receive every support required for our task. This is my prayer for us all.
Loving the process. Most of the time 😉
Mayet Leilani
The U.S. Election – A Message From Spirit
October 31, 2024
Article highlights:
- Politics and Spirit?!
- Do you discern or decide?
- What YOU stand for
Recently I’ve had a lot of people want to discuss the coming U.S. election with me. They’ve wanted to know what I think and who I’m going to vote for. Instead of that, I though it might be good to ask Wisdom or Spirit about it. It resulted in an interesting message for today.
Enjoy the ponder, Mayet
A Message From the Heart of Love
What Should You Stand For?
In your current political world, the basis of your thought process is that you vote for what you stand for. And what you each stand for generally comes down to your own beliefs, biases and needs.
At a certain level you might say: “I stand for freedom, I stand for truth. I stand for change. But, regardless of these higher stands, when you choose, when you vote, you will choose to vote along the lines of beliefs and needs. Do you see? Your beliefs, perspectives and needs greatly influence what you stand for.
We will never tell you who to vote for, we would only suggest that you seek the highest discernment in this climate when ALL are being manipulated to influence your bias and beliefs and thus your choice. Know this: the ego decides. The Soul discerns.
Try to let your discernment come from the Soul you are. Rather than falling back to your beliefs and biases can you ask the highest within you to assist you in growing in discernment? It is the appropriate growth for persons such as you.
This is, of course, a practice. And so we merely suggest that you begin to apply it to your political life now and in the years ahead. And from there, do the best you can with your choice, your vote.
Becoming able to more truly and deeply discern the weave and pattern and fabric of human living is a critical need in a world where truth has been tampered with from all sides.
The gift of discernment is part of what each person at a certain point of advancement must endeavor to acquire. For in the fifth dimension one does not get their opinion from scrolling through the many writings and speaking and viewings of the opinions of others.
In a fifth dimensional being, such things are arrived at by connection to Wisdom and access to the power of discernment. We would wish this for each of you.
There is one other suggestion we have. We would suggest that you stand for four things. Know this about everyone on a path such as your own – whatever else you stand for, you must recognize that you stand for these four things:
You stand for the good of all.
You stand for balance.
You stand for hope.
You stand for higher wisdom in human affairs.
So we say to you with emphasis, dear one, no matter what choice you make and no matter the outcome of this or any election at this time, join us in standing for the greater good of life and for the evolution on this planet, for balance in that process, for hope to infuse the human mind and heart, and for greater wisdom in human affairs.
And as you move into this election and it’s aftermath (no matter what country you are in) we urgently ask you, beloved Light Carrier, to stand – with all the strength of your being – for balance and the return to balance. Hold steady. You are needed for this more than you seem to know.
By standing fiercely for these four things you fulfill your promise in choosing to come at this particular time, Light Carrier.
There will yet still be turbulence and challenge, yes, but fear not and know that one election cannot rule the day forever, nor ruin everything. Things will progress. They will progress. Of this you may be assured.
Feel us standing with you, beloved carrier of the light, the hope, the balance and the wisdom needed now. We are at your side always.
Transmutation and the Three T’s
October 17, 2024
Article highlights:
- Your transmutation
- Gaia and the 5555
Last week I briefly touched on transition, mentioning the 3 T’s: Transition, Transformation and Transmutation, 5, 55, and 555.
Today I decided to supplement our musing process about those by giving their brief definitions, adding a short thought about them.
Transition: a change or shift from one state, subject, place, etc. to another.
This is change, better understood. It’s a better word, isn’t it? It sits in us more positively, more peacefully and hopefully. And more accurately, I think.
Transformation: an act, process, or instance of transforming or being transformed, the operation of changing (as by rotation or mapping) one configuration or expression into another.
Within the meaning and effect of this word, the process becomes grounded. And I love that “rotation,” “mapping” and “configuration” are used in its definition because in my experience, transformation activates the geometry of formation and formulation. Key in the process of progression (another word for change.)
Transmutation: the conversion of one element or nuclide into another, either naturally or artificially.
With transmutation, the alchemy of progression really begins. Can you feel that?
As spiritual journeyers, we are meant to enter into transition (change) using the geometry and alchemy of light and the inner processes. We are well prepared to do so. Our energetic configurations are developed for this.
We are prepared, whether we feel we are or not. Even when we feel we’re groping in the dark, wiser aspects of ourselves are at work. There is something we can trust more than our daily minds – we can trust the depth of who we really are.
We are fine tuned instruments of the change upon us. And we are here partly for our determination and ability to move into change, even when it’s unsettling or scary.
Add to that the fact that Gaia is changing – and oh my, what a transition she’s going through! In fact, it might be a transition/transformation/transmutation all in one.
I think, when it comes to Gaia’s current changes, it has to be the 5555 – four 5’s – since 4 is an earth number. And, as we know, what happens to Gaia happens for all life upon her. That means us, too, of course.
There’s a certain comfort in knowing that in this period of change, Gaia has the lead. We are in an important supporting role to her – conscious beings well-versed in transition, transformation and transmutation, having done them over and over again, lifetime after lifetime. What skills we have gained for this!
Here’s to embracing change together.
May we transition with grace, transforming with creativity,
to transmute the very elements of human possibility and earth life.
That is my prayer.
Blessings be upon us,
X♥️Mayet Leilani