April 30, 2026
Several weeks ago I wrote a Musing titled, A Frightening Diagnosis. I had recently given a message from Spirit to someone who had just received a terminal diagnosis for a condition for which there was no treatment.
I didn’t yet have permission to share the message itself so decided to write about it, having first a dialogue about spirit about such a diagnosis… what might they have me think about. A few of the visuals or metaphors were the same but it lacked the fullness of spirit of the original message.
Later when that person had received and integrated their message, we both felt it could be an important one for us all to have.
So today, here is the message as it came for them. It carries such a simple potency for helping us all design a new way of walking our path. It’s only slightly edited for privacy.
Beloved woman, as you have grown, you — like most others — have done so assuming that life should be largely knowable, sorting always for clarity, certainty, prediction. The desire being that the future make sense in advance and that the ground be solid beneath the feet. Most of your life energy has gone to the endeavor of creating and maintaining the seeming safety and certainty of solid ground.
Yet in truth, as you know, it rarely is. In those moments in which you have glimpsed the true nature of things, it was clear that very little is actually known.
Most of what is called certain, in fact, is always and only a set of working assumptions. There is the assumption that tomorrow will resemble today, that the people who are loved will remain, that bodies will continue as they are and plans will unfold more or less as intended.
In truth, however, it is ambiguity that has been your constant companion. You realize this, as all do, for it is widely known but rarely deeply acted within. And so — full of anxiety and questions about how things will turn out — there is always the turning to psychics, experts, authorities, healers – diviners of the unknown. And this is purposeful, well and good and is a fun way for you to communicate with Spirit.
Yet there is also a place in you, in all, that is knowing itself. You are meant to guide yourself there more often. This is called the Living Way.
What you face now is the invitation from the Fullness to set yourself primarily upon this Way — which means the putting aside of the illusion of certainty, doing this so that you may live ever more gracefully with not-knowing. This then becomes your superpower — artfully living with ambiguity. That is your Way Forward, and what is that Way? It is the discovery of the true power of The Unfolding Path.
For you see, ambiguity has always been woven into the deepest truth of all, it is the core of the Unknown. At the very heart of existence lies a vast and beautiful mystery — the creative force flowing through galaxies, forests, oceans, and through the unfolding of your own life.
Ambiguity is a spiritual orientation of high order. It is the willingness to participate in a universe far more creative, surprising, and alive than your certainties would ever allow.
And in learning to rest more comfortably in not knowing the outcomes and timelines, you will begin to discover something quietly reassuring:
That the ambiguity humanity has tried to avoid at all cost is actually the very space in which life is continuously creating itself.
Which means, beloved one, that when you feel lost in the wobble of ambiguity — wondering what comes next, urgently wanting to know — you are not lost at all.
You are simply standing where the life that you are is still writing your story — where the power of life resides.
And so we see you standing in just such a place at this time, waving your magic wand about like a child who knows the power of make-believe — but one who is also a Merlin, wise with the secrets of the gradually unfolding and ever continuing Life.
