Taking “The Leap” Leads to New Dimensions of Holographic Understanding

Article Highlights:

• What my “Leap” looked like
• An AHA about Holographic reality
• My new book is available on Amazon!!

Dear Light-Leaper,

A reader who recently purchased my book wrote to share how a passage in Chapter Nine impacted her.  Among the several realizations she said came while reading the book, she relayed an inter-dimensional event she had while reading the story portion below.  She said she suddenly had an experiential shift and fully “knew” how this relates to and explains holographic reality.

Hearing of her response I felt that short excerpt was a good one to continue my September book-sharing articles with you.

CHAPTER NINE
The Leap

My footsteps echo through the empty house as I walk from room to room saying an emotional goodbye.  My bags are packed for my flight and waiting at the door for my ride.

I’ve sold or given away all my possessions including my cars, and the house becomes property of the bank tomorrow.  I’ve paid all debts and obligations possible; my bank accounts, empty now, are closed.  I also cancelled my credit cards.  The few belongings I’m keeping are stored in my son’s garage.

Finishing my farewell by walking the grounds, I bid goodbye to my rare Saucer Magnolia tree, the bounteous tulip and hyacinth beds, my Weeping Katsura and the Japanese Maple trees, both flaming with red and gold fall color.  I fill my lungs to bursting with salt air to permeate each cell of my body with beauty and the sea.  Then I turn back to the house, walking between the carved cedar pillars at the entry one last time.  

I’ve wanted to leave cleanly, solid in my choice to go, not overcome with remorse, but as I open the door to go in, I feel such intense spasms of regret.  Quickly I pause, willing myself to remember the Light I carry. I take a ragged breath and connect to the Presence.  I’m so relieved to feel it immediately, if faintly.  Then I mentally direct that Fullness and Light into this experience of regret, before rounding the entry partition to take in my final view.  

As the unparalleled beauty of the room reveals itself, with its stunning marine view, it seems there’s a slight tremor.  At first I think it’s one of the frequent small earthquakes that shake this part of the world.  But no, there’s an unusual quality to the moment, and as my eyes sweep the Greatroom I have a puzzling sensation.  The house doesn’t feel separate from me; rather, it seems to embrace me though I can’t explain what I mean.

Puzzled, I ask for understanding and hear the familiar voice of Wisdom, “This beautiful place is not something foreign that you have managed to acquire and now lose.  In fact, it is not even a thing.  It is energy – the energy of you.  It is the beauty of you.  It is you – your inner Love and Light, expressed in form.  Look again, for it is truly you.  This is profoundly so, pause and know.”  

As I do so, I begin to see – this creation is a perfect reflection of my dreams, longings and intent.  It reflects my vision, my sense of beauty and my inner sense of home.   It was conceived in my thoughts, realized in my consciousness, and spun forth by me into the world.  The beauty and peace of it reflects what is intrinsically me.  Its embrace is actually me embracing me and embracing my life.

“Yes,” Wisdom confirms, “only you can have created what is before you.  Another would not, could not, have created it thus; it is a clear reflection of you.  And so, it being a reflection of you, as you leave it you release only your own reflection.  And you, who are the reflector of your creations into the world, go forth now to reflect anew.”

I get it.  I really get it!  My regret evaporates in a tiny surge of excitement.  My ride arrives and I leave with my bags, locking the door.  As we drive away, I feel no urge to look back; I feel complete.  It occurs to me that what I have actually done is set myself free.

WalkAbout

As I mentioned previously, my leap was somewhat drastic.  In part, I chose it because of the circumstances of my life – I was already halfway there.  I chose to radically embrace a process already underway.  Being without work, and with my house repossessed by the bank, I went the next steps further in closing my bank accounts and credit cards.  I also tossed my business cards in the waste bin and deleted my resume.  

Now I no longer had home, job or obligations requiring me to continue with life as it had been.  The things that usually dictate circumstances and seem to limit our choices no longer held sway over me.  I was entering a new phase of my life.  And though many challenges from my old life would require my attention for some time to come, I had an amazing sense of completion and freedom.

Determined to move forward as unencumbered as I could, I planned to go WalkAbout. I would make my way in a new way, not defined by who I thought I was, or had been, or what my work was or what culture dictated as prudent or necessary.  Identity, common conventions and social norms were no longer the lead.

I wanted my life to unfold from another place in me, a place newly discovered that I could explore at length.  I wanted life to unfold from my deeper nature and longings rather than from my preferences, desires and goals.  I wanted to activate the soulful Presence of my being and allow that to become my guiding light.

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While the holographic AHA was not part of my understanding at the time of this incident in my life, when I read her experience of it, that knowing  immediately occurred for me too.  These shared reader moments where my AHA gives them an additional AHA that up-levels my initial AHA are among my favorite things about being a writer!

From within the shared hologram of Presence, I’m sending Love, Mayet Leilani
We Are Light! by Mayet Leilani is for sale on Amazon in many countries including the US, England, Canada and Australia and others.